remind

remind me again
why i do this to myself
act happy to hide the want
all an act maybe?
remind me again
of who i truly am
have i been acting
and forgot what's real
remind me again
why it hurts to see
better yet, don't
cause i don't want to remember
remind me again
why i'm such a masochist
remind me again
why i continue on
constantly going back
to the things that hurt me in the end
malproductve emotions that wont leave
remind me again
why i find home in lust
in drunken states
remind me again
where my point of reference is
and remind me again
if i've gone too far already